what a day

can you bliv i had school today..?? i had to go for choir practice for 3 hours..!! walau... so damn.. URGH!!! can't the teacher just chill abit..?? haiz... i had to learn 3 fcukin chinese songs.. it freaks me out..!! and i was like.. "......... blank... wierd teacher that cannot relax say what..??" it was so.. so...forget it

and after that.. to top it up.. i had tuition.... the teacher keep bugging me.. we heard on the radio a song that they wanted the listeners to guess what song it is.. and i know the song so i kept quite.. and the teacher was like.. "eh..you know the saong anot..?? dunno ar.. i thought you said you know all the songs..?? huh..huh..??" thn i was lik.. i mean in my mind ... " shut ur crank up man.."

haiz..... and im all over anfanny now.... whew... now im in the same level as jett say..

kinda fun lying to a friend.. i told him that a 20+ lady was the same age as me.... what a joke...

its complicated

i just wanna tell the wolrd that i don't like anfanny anymore.. how can i like a girl that will never like me..??i can't live with that..!!??its been a very complicated year.. haiz.. i just want to be with myself for now..

i was practically online the whole day.. very boring though..

so sad..

hey... today was kinda a rush day... i went to a wedding thing in the morning... and when i came back.. i was like late.. so i quickly rushed and went for my meeting.. not the buisness kind of meeting.. so after that... i went to happy mart.. with my friends... on the way there.. we say a old lady... my friend insulted her.. it was so funny.. to bad the prank call didn't come.. he makes the best prank call to dominos.... and since dominos does not have a security system.. they don't know who you are.. or even your phone number

and if people who knows the situation.. i still can't get over it.. it is just very hard... she is just.. so.. unforgetable.... it's like there's a spell... that make me wont get over her.. it's just.. URGH.............!!

i wished i could go to the horse show today.. jett dod.. haiz....

and +.. learning cricket is just so hard.. it look's so easy on video....

last day of school..!!!

haiz... today.. it felt so crapy.. i got sent to the principals office.. she told me alot of stuff.. she scolded me for not payin attention in class blablabla... which was really not my fault.. i finished my homework and was talkin.. and teacher just punish me to go out of the classroom.. and my friend kena too.. and i was walkin to the back of the class, he told teacher.. "look at timothy.." and then both of us kena... fcuk...

Then when i was inside.. my class teacher came in.. and spiced things up even more.. she was like complaining like hell.. timothy this. timothy that,, blablabla... i din't even got to go for recess....

so dang..

thursday

haiz.. today in school.. my teacher said "if you dowan to study.. then dont.. u want to study then pay attention.. i dont care.. i just have to teach everything... " so i continued drawing the picture in my mind.... it's a scene... so teacher walked to my place and took the paper and my file.. she said she dont care and she still tqake away my stuff..?? geez..... so my friend.. walked to teachers table.. took the file back for me... he's cool... anyway.. after school.. my friend let my write my biodata.. and what did you know..?? there was anfanny's bio too... im lookin at it....

strangly.. some girl wemt crazy cuz she say me..... it was totally wierd....

tuition... tuition... tuition...

i had bahasa tuition just now.. after tuition.. i saw a dead bird beneath a tree.. it was so .. eew. it's eyes were lik yellow and popping out... after that i saw two flies havin ***..... you know.. that was eeweer...... we joked about the kimono tree.. tats wht they name me.. while cummin back.. it was totally not funny...

school = bordem.. after school = fun

today in school... during recess... my friends "bullied" anfanny.. but i don't really care.. anyway... a guy name you ming took her rm2.. can u believe it..!!?? stealing a girls cash..?? anyway.. she said i dont really need that... but he gave it back to her ... after that.. i went to third floor .. there is this empty space where we can chill and talk.. lik a cafe.. but emptier...so i went up. and there were more people today. anyway.. we played whatever we want too... we also air flip and land on the high jump bad that the school doesn't use anymore... it was kinda fun..after recess.. it was science period.. it was so frustrating.. the teacher will ask us to copy to damn much things till my hand could fall off.. after that was chinese period.. it was so damn boring..!! i almost fell asleep... and the teacher took away my paper file and my book!! daamn... anyway.. after school was kinda -fun.. we all went across to 7 11 there.. my friends called esther "chicken" as she was likso damn pissed off....

trips

blgging is kinda fun.. its like a way to release stress.. not to say that i'm stressed.. anyway.. during the year end school holidays.. there will be a graduation trip.. and i will be missing out on so much.. cuz i have already demerit until 74 marks.. it's all teachers fault.. they demerit even when u should only get a warning.. i even got demerit because of my hair..!! fcuk... and i'm not sure if it's true but.. my choir chose me to the internationals choir competition in terrenganu.. it would be so fun.. last year.. while we were comming back from the same competition that we lost.. we played a game called pass.. it was like.. each person guve a suggestion.. like kiss the hand. cheeks etc.. and u muist like pass iton lar.. it was kinda fun. until teachers that dunno what fun mean spoilt it all...

a sad story

in life.. u will meet new people.. in the same way.. u will lose some friends.. and some people will just accuse u of hating them and just hate you for life..
and i know you all still thiknk i like anfanny and all… FYI.. i don’t.. i just feel lik being with myself now.. it is a long story..
during teachers day… all the form 1 guys came back to get their shinny trophie. a friend named Regina.. went too.. like everyone else.. so.. after recess was the teacher student games.. i was practically woth her the whole time.. we chatted about alot of things.. girls.. blablabla.. so when we were sitting in the cantin… anfanny walk by.. i told her who anfanny was.. blablabla.. and so.. she had guts of steel and i don’t.. she went and talk to anfanny.. it was such a sad story… regina told me that anfanny said alot of things that i will not mention on my blog.. it happened so fast.. but im alright now..